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Nov. 19th, 2009

Good Morning.

Shit me.
The clock once again says its 0630.

미남이시네요! Ahhhhhhh!

Nov. 18th, 2009

Good Morning

The clock says 0630 now.
And i don't wanna hit my sheets.
You know what keep me going on. You are beautiful!
So anyway i will be going for dental later.
And looks like the day after i have to see another doctor.:(
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Nothing can come of nothing.

Nov. 16th, 2009

(no subject)

Ah ha. I just remembered!
New moon is coming. 3rd december.
Here i comeeeeeeee.
Whoooooaaaaaaa........ It got me all key up!

Nov. 15th, 2009

Words.

Yes, i have been busy all these week haven't i?
O level period just flies don't you think, it apparently hasten all the time we had had before to now, this juncture.....
Holidays!
So cheerios yellllll!! I couldn't believe it just yet at first. For a jiffy before, i even thought it haven't got me the time to switch mode to be ready for it. And honestly it took me quite a while to braid my body clock to the holiday clock-that speaks the wee hours.
Also gradually and consequently, it also spells us.graduating.
In retrospect so much had already passed, sec 1 2 3 4 5 and now so much more are just waiting to happen. Where would we all be in 2 3 4years? Ever got that in your mind? I did.
Definitely, everyone would step into different kinds of environment and any circumstances anyone else could think of.
And oddly, i embrace and look forward to all of the above. I welcome challenges and adaptions. I love to explore.
As for today, a pretty laid back day for me i think, i stayed at home.
Helped out with house chores. Tidied my wardrobe cupboards and all the laundries.
For now, i want to have a temporary job. I want to workkkkkk!!! I need $$$$$, there are abundance of things i want to do, to get and own.:(
Yes and definitely i don't like myself cooping up at home, having nothing to do. I don't want to freeload off my parents and rot. I refuse to be a parasite! I want to work i want to work i want to workkkk! Grrrrr!!!

I'll be moving in to the apartment at punggol for a couple of days or weeks? Probably this coming wednesday.
And to be truth i prefer here-east side, better than the ulu north side. The location is not a least convenient for me to travel.

Nov. 11th, 2009

Now go we in content.

Many, i neglected.
Throughout the O level period.

White lie.
Does the family even require it too?
It still fulfill the work of how a lie is. Is it not.

Nov. 6th, 2009

The winter of our discontent .

So one more paper to go, and we're all done with secondary school life affairs.

I did my laundries after leaving it rotten for like 2days, read my book, and stayed curled in my bed for like 13 hours thoroughly.

There are these confusions in my head that i yearn to get rid.
And now i own all the time in the universe to fix it all one by one.... good omen not i wonder.
So gross for this! Earstick girl, whats your name? Totally eeww.

Oct. 30th, 2009

One by one, bit by bit.

All it requires is effort and patience to chip away at a big problem / chock full of problems. 
Same way one would eat an elephant - piece by piece.

All's well that ends well.

Oct. 29th, 2009

Bubbleheaded.

Ditzy head.
My body is not functioning well.
I am having runs.
Seems like many things are going against me.

But..........

Move on jiaying!

Like a pendulum from point x to point y and back again.

I need to find some way to clear my head so I can think straight. I'm always thinking of 23456789 different things that my head gets too confused with too much going on.
Anyone know a good way to just clear my head? Not even meditation can do it right now.

I often see how awful things may or can even carry.
Noticed how my mood swings can go, the changes are drastic. 
F.

So why does everything bad have to occur in one whole straight row of these critical time. Why. 
Instead of asking why, i should get back up on my feet and finish my art. Last lap. Right. Yes. Ok. 
I barely begin my art, and i am thinking of completing it by today. What a beautiful mirage!  Possible? uhmm... yes. Baisha!

Oct. 28th, 2009

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FTART!

Oct. 26th, 2009

My head is screwed too.

I just had my  English paper screwed. Nice.
Just the mild thought of it is doing fine in crushing whatever hopes i was left with earlier on. 
Leaving me barely next to nothing.  

So speaking of which, tomorrow is the beginning of our math paper.
All the best. 

I am tiredtiredtireddd.
Bye.

Oct. 24th, 2009

Today.

Double those.
Minus these.

Oct. 17th, 2009

(no subject)

So if someone pointlessly argues with you.
And you tell them to stop.
But they continues and tell you to grow up.
Now.
Who is the one who needs to grow up?

Oct. 15th, 2009

Rainy Day. 0400. Aloof.



Fine, art topic is out. and i have to deal with it, again.
hatedateheadachehateit.  

Tell yourself that.

It's going to be greeaaatttt. 
It's going to be superxzsxzs.
even if it's not. now:) it'll be. soon.

Yes, chant the magiccccccccccccccccccc.

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PaAaBoOmmmmm.
Woahhhh~ magic!
Yes power now. Bye.!...

Oct. 9th, 2009

(no subject)

War of the witches.
Awesome book.
K, bye.
My gummmmmms are driving me amok.

Oct. 8th, 2009

(no subject)

This hour this minute this second.
Idling.
It's bad.
My gums are hurting badly, the soreness build up every minute.
It's terrible. I want to bang the wall.
My earpiece is shit.
I am not whole.

I don't own a hating list nor condemn people, at least that was before today.
1+1=2.bonus.
Nice crapzxzxz.
Bye.

Oct. 6th, 2009

The prophecy

True and precisely.
My friends been busy, and i been lazy.
So tell the contrast/difference.
Well.
So i've messed up my studies, yes like always, the typical me.
I tried studying but then nothing seems to be getting in and through my head.
I see no link, it makes no sense. It's alien to me.
Darn that, but nonetheless this is my last lap.
So yes, i will see what i can do to befriend with that bunch of aliens. You know to buddy up.
Opening up my head seems like a good idea, insert those knowledge then screw it tight back perhaps? 
Nice.
Ok.
Bye.
IWHI. never.
This minute this second, i hope to be more stoical. More.

Oct. 3rd, 2009

At this current time. Cut short.

Happy lantern festival.
So i had my days passed pretty crazily with the tan's/chen's. Yes, no doubt it was great!
I am looking forward to tomorrow's, xiaoyi's baby girl a month old celebration.

The Veronicas's cool. Am insane with the duo.

On a side note: I love my dad, hes awesome.

Ciao!

Oct. 1st, 2009

No good

I'm not feeling fine.

I need silence badly at this point.

Think over. 

It's hard to have the words out.
Sometimes.

Sep. 21st, 2009

I wanted to do things the simple way and make it absolutely mine

In a rather odd way i am better at expressing myself in words than orally in tongue.

Words are my strongest means of expression i guess.
I probably write better than i speak. Perhaps...

To write as i please.
In a way that i want.

So just moments ago i received pleasant news.
I was elated of course upon hearing that.

In retrospect... i was struggling so much to live on every single nights, i was suffocating with burdens and problems. and it taste... horrible. I was clinging on, and doing my best to keep my head above sea.

As much as i would like to focus how awful and exhausted it felt like to have one problem after another, like how the earth revolve around the sun, problems revolves us. I would like to say that it's all vital and necesarry. Like earth will wither without sun and without problems then what's left within us.
Hence straighly spelled troubles and problems are never ending.
Overcome and overpower each one. and you grow wiser each time.

Countless attempts in composing myself whenever problems adds on.
I was having insomnia, on the brink of collapsing.
There were alot of times i cheered myself to move on whenever my eyes went watery and vision blurred. My future looks bleak and barren i thought.
Indeed how weak was i, but i had never once given up.
In facing much problems i had my friends to move me on.
Encouraging me to press on with each and every problems i'm having here and out there. Though i did not confide much in any of them, i'm pretty sure they understood my situation.

But hey look i conquered one!

I know out there there are people betting and looking forward to my downfall. I know.
And for that i will double my vigor.

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